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is oredi a long long long (*100.....) time tat i din update my blog oredi....

quite bz at hr....hmm....bz bout wat? bz on sick n test!!! haha....omg...wat reason is tat??
bt...seriously...i wanna to say tat...start i cm tis skul....i hv been sick for 3 times in one month!! hw damn like tis??!!



*tis is the medicine tat i hv taken ( jst a small part of it oni! )*


1st two time is demam....all sympthom of H1N1....fever until 38.1 degree celcius...feel tired.. diarrhoea...vomit...n so on...can say all sympthom i gt it! it's horrible....bt thx god...it's nt H1n1~~haha...

the 3rd time or can say nw still suffer me d sick is...allergy (can call it a sick??) whole body feel so itchy n feel wanna die...n the most serious is....becuz of those itchy until i feel full n dun wan eat rice or watever food....can say oredi slim a lot *i thk so~~*


*take tis pic when take injection in hospital...still can c those red spot on my neck n face!!*

i hope i will gt fine soon!! dun keep on gt sick!! oredi so weak nw....OMG~~~


*wear mask...hahaha....*

ok...tat's wat i bz bout my sick....nw let say bout my test...it quite terrible...all dunno wanna hw do! oredi study until wanna crazy...bt nth was going inside my mind! c those immunology.....instrumentasi.....bio chem....anatomy n physiology....chem....all blur oredi! haiz....wat should i do bout it?!! so scare to wait the result out!! the time of waiting is reali horrible!! haiz....hope when result out...it can pass all~~ bt i thk it's difficult...cuz i dunno hw to do all the question!! omg....(hmm...jst noe do sum oni!)

tat's all for 2day...later still gt klas....haiz....replacement for raya...kk....bye....

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我相信这世上的每一样东西都会有两个面...这似乎要看个人怎么去看待它！


在我们之中...有的人心中或许也藏有这样的两个面...只是这大概只有那些人自己会知道和了解！平常这些人或许都是用最正义的一方活在别人的眼前... 当朋友有难时...一定挺身而出...无论怎样都尽量地帮助他们！当他们伤心时...都尽量地在安慰着他们...或许有时根本没起到什么作用...不 过...当心理想到...也许这样能让他们开心一点...自己也会好过和替他们感到欣慰！这么看来..他们应该活得很快乐啊！


可是并不见得！！他们常常都是孤独的、寂寞的！！因为他们知道没有人会了解他们！也没有人愿意去了解他们！或许有人会说..他们有朋友啊！可是...“朋 友”这个词...对他们来说就像隔了层纱...因为...也许他们太高估朋友了！但朋友们常常因为不了解他们的苦衷而做出或说了令他们受伤的事情...也 许他们会装出无所谓的表情！但...这往往是他们用来武装自己的招数...因为他们不想再受到更严重的伤害！也就只好静静的忍耐和佯装坚强...或许可以 说他们是怪胎吧！哈哈...不过..这也不能怪他们啊！因为...正如上面所说...他们是孤单的、是寂寞的！他们害怕..如果表现出他们的不满和不 快...会惹来朋友的反感...到最后...朋友们会一个个的慢慢离开了！！


可是...当这些静静的忍耐和佯装坚强越忍越久...总有一天...会爆发开的！或许...我不能给出承诺..他们会作出什么事情...不过，我想... 这应该是会很骇人的！！不过...放心...他们并不会作出为害他人的事情....轻者变自闭...重者可能会有自残的现象！！所以...朋友们啊..多 多关心你身边的这群朋友吧~~或许他们跟本不想变成这样...而是因为一味的受人误解而照成的！


(ps.写了一堆垃圾...或许没人能看懂~自己了解就好！以上文章或许有人会说我又想太多了！不过这是我所能感受的！这些权属个人立场和想法.....如要对号入座者...请自便..一切后果自行负责！！)


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hmm...wat should i say about tis title??

hmm....my situation nw is at Miri....few days no rain oredi!! damn hot...haiz...n tis stupid weather make me thk a lot of thg!! n i thk it should b hv an ending for me about my memory!! i should 4gt it n let it jst in my deep heart~~~~~

i noe in these boring days......i had been trouble many ppl!! oways talking nonsense n made ppl feel unhappy! i'm reali quite a useless ppl!! i noe mayb my tat stupid+fucking thking had made u guys hurt n thk tat i'm reali such a trouble ppl right!! i feel sry to u guys....i thk i will nt trouble u guys anymore!!

the thg tat had been passed jst let it pass...y i still wan keep it ard me? it jst will make me live more unhappy! i noe mayb sumbody jst dun thk so much bout the relationship btwin us but jst i so stupid took it so seriously....i noe i'm wrong....n all my fault! gv u guys so much stress...i felt so sry....n from nw ons...i will chg my attitute! all the thg i will chg~~ u guys still my frenz but i will nt so often find u anymore cuz i dun wan gv u guys any stress from nw on...everytime i find u guyz sure will gv so much stress to u all right!!  moreover the final is at the corner oredi~~~

hmm....i thk tat's all....actually i oso dunno wat i'm writing here..tis is bcuz wat i wan 2 say i dunno hw to drop it down~~~so tat's jst roughly of wat i wanna to say!! haiz.....

bye my frenz n do ur best in final!!! tis will b the ENDING.......


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2day...i hv left my skul...the skul tat b4 i hate most!! i dislike most!! n as a conclusion...it's a lauzy skul for me at b4...n so hope can leave it as soon as possible!!!!

BUT...2day it's quite a difference..i dunno why...i feel sad to leave it...or in another word..i dun wan to leave it!! feel so sad to leave it!!!! especially to leave my those cute+funny+happy frenz.......

it's reali a sad decision tat made...actually i dunno why i'm so bad luck...everytime d thg i so hope...it will nt cm true...bt the thg tat i dun wan it cm true...it'll cm true for me!! DAMN...

haiz...why everytime like tis?? me reali speechless wif the arrangement of my dearest GOD!! y He likes to ply wif me!! make me gt feeling wif one place n decide dunwan go oredi..it sure will make me go away from tat place n go to another place??!! He wan to train me until when?? me tired oredi to ply d game!!!!

hmm...all my fren...we started our frenship from stranger until nw so frenly!! me reali feel sad to leave u all lar!! i wan to go bck to u guys thr...join u all..go fooling around....stay in room n chit-chatting....ply stupid thg....take stupid photo...n many many thg...but i thk...it's oredi a mission ompossile!! cuz...we hv oredi been separate to different place!

i reali will miz u all 4ever...cuz u all r my sweet memory at POLIKU!!! u guys dun try to 4gt me arr!!! or else...my heart will hurt~~~~

ok lar...contact me when u feel bored...or watever lar...if miz me jst call me or sms me!! n i will do same thg oso!! remember our promise!!

n GUO HAO DAI LOU....i will try to b more brave to face our separation!! i heard they say u cry?? but i dun thk so~~ cuz u gt say..u will nt cry in front of ppl! right??!! b brave~~ learn d song we two like to listen to!! OKOK??!! i'm trying to do so...


MIZ u ALL my CUTE FRENZ.....




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hmm...oredi pass CNY for several days...but me no cm here drop down my opinion bout my CNY...sry yea...hmm...hw 2 say leh...tis time holiday can ssay...jst normal...nt mch change..jst i hv been sick in tis CNY....reali hate!! 感冒+红眼睛! y me so unlucky?? mata nw swell like dunno hw 2 say...OMG....hw i wan go out c ppl??!! aduhai.....

hmm...2day...oops...actually is yesterday...i 4llow my dry bro n his frens go out bai nian...i reali enjoy it o...quite fun..(although jst go few house but oso fun lar!! haha...nxt year i still wan!! i still wan!! hahah....) hmm...nw let us talk bout our trip....hehe...

at 1st..my dry bro(adrian) cm fetch me...he say is b4 8 will reach my house...but my phone salah letak at my room one place which no line at all den when he call me n sms me...i k'nt receive...den....i slp over d time!! OMG....reali feel sry 2 those ppl who waiting for me!!! paiseh lar.....haha....(i will wake up bcuz my dry bro cm my room n knock at my door...:P)

after quickly take bath n brush teeth n prepare...we rush 2 shirley's house fetch her den go shirley's senior---C Ping's house fetch him..den we go 2 shirley's another senior's house---alison or can call her ai ling??!! haha...our 1st house is at alison's house...with chit-chating n eating n watching TV den we bertolak 2 C ping's house lor....(bcuz me sick...den jst drink mineral water T.T) at C ping thr oso sth like wat hv been happen at alison's house...jst chit-chating lo...later on we go shirley's house....OMG....(paiseh..alison...i nid 2 take n use ur 专著名词) tat shirley reali sugu sugu gong gong!! haha...do many stupid thg!! haha...n bcuz she sick den she k'nt laugh too loud...den she asyik say wanna 微笑....but....but...but...u guys noe wat happen??!! OMG...she still laugh n talk like using loud speaker...in car...whoe her sound oni....haha....bside....she oso misunderstand herself leh!! tat 微笑 is totally nt design 4 her!! but she still say tat she can make it!! oh gosh...reali....no eye c!!! =.=lll

den after shirley's house..we bertolak go my house lar...(at 1st wan go adrian's house 1st...but 干爸干妈nt at home...so we jst tukar our plan lar...haha...) hmm...we gt take photo at my house lor...muahaha.....
after tat we go adrian's house lor....den a while i go bck home again.......

sick..reali a hate thg!! haiz....my eys nw like gt burn!! so painful!!! T.T

hope will gt fine soon.......gambateh



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